sadness overcome my feelings on this wonderdul day

hurah! today is hari raya!
Dunno why.. I feel sad a couple of times tody...
more than you can count actually..
*sigh* my life is just full of sadness...
although I can't deal it alone...well... I guess I'll just have to hold on..
I can do it!!! i think....
*sigh* "so sad~ so sad~ it's a sad sad situation.."
My friend used to sing this lyric to me all the time..when i'm sad..
she always cheer me up all the time...
but now... I have to heal my heart by myself..
guess I lost her... like pienny..or my smart friend...or even my special friend..
everybody left me... everyone of them!
huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu~!!!!
(TT^TT)