sadness overcome my feelings on this wonderdul day

hurah! today is hari raya!
Dunno why.. I feel sad a couple of times tody...
more than you can count actually..
*sigh* my life is just full of sadness...
although I can't deal it alone...well... I guess I'll just have to hold on..
I can do it!!! i think....
*sigh* "so sad~ so sad~ it's a sad sad situation.."
My friend used to sing this lyric to me all the time..when i'm sad..
she always cheer me up all the time...
but now... I have to heal my heart by myself..
guess I lost her... like pienny..or my smart friend...or even my special friend..
everybody left me... everyone of them!
huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu~!!!!
(TT^TT)

I got a new MP3 for FREE!!!!!!

heeeeyyy~~~~
It's been a long tym since I opened my blog~~
hehehehehehe... I malu laa~ bnyk sda org bace blog I ne~~
I shy~~~~ HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
gila ba aku ne...
anyway.... since I never owned my own my own mp3 before.....
well actually when I was standard 6 I got an mp4 from my mum....
I got 3A's on my UPSR... sad~~ T^T but sadly I busted it... haha! XD
Rusak sda~~ nda taw pa mo wat sma bnda tu~ hahaha!!
sooo.... kira aku nda pernah own mp3 la ba kn~
Jd aku dpt free dr Wan~~~ hihihihihihihi~~
malu aku maw ambil....
aku tolak2 pun dya mo bg jga.... jd... haih.....
pa le wat kn?? Jd aku ambil laa.... firz2 aku nda ngaku aku pny laa(skrng pun ba...haha)
sbb aku rsa len....bkan aku yg bli ttba dpt free kn? trus kwan aku....my bestie~ Syaz kn...
Dya ckp "ko sruh dya bg utk bday ko laa... jd ko nda rsa mlu2..." jd aku pun "betul jga oo..."
Trus aku pun ctaw laa c wan yg bg tu mp3 skali utk bday laa... trus dya ckp okey...
JD PA LAE KAN!!!!! aku latak lagu Mj and lgu2 yg aku rsa bez...(lgu classic pun ada....seh!)
hahahaha... wlaupun nda smpai 1 gb n crmin dya pcah... AKU BSYUKUR HABIS2SN!!!!! MP3 FIRZ AKU TU!!!! saaaayyyyyaaaannnggg kaw wan....XP
anyway....(i speaking balik yer~) Soo I'm very happy for my first own mp3!
WEEEEE~~~!!!! I gots to hear michael,cyndi lauper and more for as long as I want now...asalkn charge laa...wuwuwu...TT^TT....mls mo charge oo... tp demi bngsa dan ngara! AKU SAHUT CABARAN!!!
wahahahahahahaha!!!! btw...aku ada 4 followers sda~~ yaaayyy!!!! tp kn..aku nda pndai ne ba... sdih aku... huuu~
ajar aku aa nnt!!!!! insyaallah dan slmt berpwasa!!!

30 July 2009

30 July 2009

Have i gone mad??

i've been pretty pissed alot today(30 July)...
I feel very bad for my victim..(my sister)
I scold her alot today(30 July)..
i'm sorry sis... lIterally...I mean...its human nature...

"if they say..why..why...just tell em that its human nature...
why...why...does he do me that way..."

Haahaa... lil bit of Mj's lyrics from 'human nature'

and the weird part of today(30 july) kn...
td ptg aku yingu movie written by MJ himself(AAARRRGGHH!!!)
the name is...moonwalker...all MJ fans should buy it!!! BEST!!!!!!
some of the diehard fans yg ku knal...
-Dylah
-Wan aimi
-and AEIN!!!! lol..

BUYYY IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Melecur!! huhuhu!!

Okay... the story began as I was in the car, doing nothing..

I was on the way home from school on Friday, after a tiresome job.

I became a technician.. hahaha!

a technician for an english drama competition.

sad~~ I had to go home at 4 pm that day man!!

That freaking sux! ><

but.....I enjoyed my tym that day.. hehe...

So... I was in the car....alone....with my mom....

Then suddenly..we got talking...and then she changed the subject!

She said me and my sister are such lazy kids..(tee-hee~!)

and she said we didnt do chores and stuff..... I mean seriously chores!

who in the hell love doing chores.... and then she started nagging...

I just kept silent so I wont blurt out something irrasional...

Then I just smiled.... "just smile aein...smile..." I thought.

haha... and then she said.. "maybe you guys should do your own ironing and stuff..." she nodded... and I was like " ARGH! OMG! NOT IRONING!!! I HATE THAT THING!!"

To tell you the truth...I seriously KNOW how to use that evil thing...

but it's just that I'm to freaking lazy...that's all...

and they misunderstood that I dont KNOW how to iron...

OMG! I'm a freaking woman to you know... why could'nt they just understand that...

and then today... when I was ironing my shirt! I cooked my freaking hand..If you know what I mean...haha...

jd aku melecur laa... hahahaha!!!

ak mo mcm tae dlu...sikit

Ak sda siap kerja kursus!!!!

HUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

HOHOHOHOHOHOHO!!!

ehem.....ba 2 ja...

errrr... ak rindu sepa aa skrng ne............

MY Fam!

dad,mum,mina,nwar.

My wonderful, caring family! except nwar.. Idunno what he is really thinkin about. haha.

my BFF!

Dylah!!! Nazu!

Love em no matter what!

TJBN FAM!

cipz,mel,syaz,syam,naz,wan,sapik,nabil,khairil(new member of the family!)

The best friends/companions you can ever find!

Lotepebadantat.

sam,ajai....errr.... c babi 2 mo ka?? haha.. ble la jga...

The funniest friends that I could find! HAHA!!

Classmates,Tution friends,cuzenz and MORE!!!

LOVE YOU GUYS ALOT!!!!

New nicknames!!

Oyasumi!!! Hello!!!

I'm here to announce that I have new nicknames for my 'group'..

Well... I didnt actually invent the names by my own..

but I just wanna tell the people I know bout the nicknames...

Well.. the group is mainly of 4 peoples. and there is 1 more.. but he is a guy.. so he doesnt always stick with us....

the girl gang's name is!!!

THE LOTEPEBADAN!!!

hahaha!!! The name just crack me up...

Aein=oloi

Mas=epe

Sam=ete

Ajai=Badan

and the guy is anwar= antat

hahahahahahaha... if ur smart enough u'll get the names..

BTW.. me and sam... had just open a new "pemulihan" thingy for us..

okay... the thing is...

we're too 'kuning'... sooo we have to stop!

so we made an anti-kunig club..

although its not actually workin out... but hey! atleast we tried...

haha! but dont EVER make judgements about us...

we are still good girls...

HARAPAN IBU BAPA BA NE!!!

Ngehehehe

Hello.. again...

Ngehehehe...

I'm proud to say...

that... from now on.....

I-LOve-REadiNG and I trEaSurE BOOKS!!!!

Mostly novels and comics and mangas...

haha.. but you get the point...

My GOAL is to read more than 400 books before going out from school at 2011!

I know its kinda crazy..

but I love the Idea of being a *'Rakan pembaca' of the highest rank!!

*at school we have this program called NILAM. its lyk a book to write down what you have read. and stuff... and the highest rank is Rakan Pembaca... or something else...

Well what ever.. I just Love Reading! Thats all!!

Hystorical Day for me. 20/06/2009

Hello.. Hello.. Hello...

I'm happy to announce that a hystorical moment had just happen for my life

at the 20th of June this year...

I happen to own my OWN BIKE!!!

OMG!! isnt that tight!!!

Argh!!! I love my handsome bike!!!

Mybe next tym I'll be able to show you my lovely bike.

HIHIHIHIHI!!!

I'm soooo happy!!!

ak tekZ jiwZ

Aku mo wat pngakuan lu...

sbnarnya kn....

ak lum siap lae ak pnya kja ksus...

ehehehehehehe~~~

klu hajar bca ne... msti dya mrah pnya tu...

ak tkar ak pnya tjuk wa...

dr jesseltom hotel p clock tower...

hehehe... ak mls ba mo tkar dr bi p bm....

:'/

sad~~~

bis2 mo antar esk.....

ehehehehehehe~~~

okay... gne...

elemn 1 mnta sma mas.. bis2 ada lae laa...

elmn 2 ak minta sma... adala~~ hehe

elmen 3 ak wat mlm ne.,.. ngehehehe...

geo teda pa2...

zero

telor

kosong

empty

sooo mati laa ak..

SUMA LUM SIAP!!!

hehehehehe...

2 mnggu cuti rilek ja... bongok kn~~~

tp dlm msa 2 mnggu ne msti laa ak ada wat research..

gla ka ak nda wat pa2..

nda p skuwl

Td kn...ak nda p skuwl...hehehe...
mati la ak ne kna mrah c Dylah...
lpa ba mo kastaw dya.....
aish... mas.. if ur reading this post...
SOORYYY aa... ngn2k ba td pg...
ba.. tu ja la kali.. haha

A Confession of my broken heart

I lost 2 of my dear bffs... I don't mean that they die...
It's just.... They just...changed into someone else......
Someone...that I no longer recognize....
The ones that I sticked like glue....
No longer exist...
They are now....they are now the other side them..
The Evil side..... Sad isn'nt it....
Losing your dear dear friends....
Although that one of them are a little bit same as she was when we were close..
But...under my prespective... it's like.. she no longer knows me...
no more HER... no more old times.... no more new memories that I could cherish..
eventhought I told her to change...yet she never even change...
When we passed each other... I look at her... hoping that she would see me too and would greet me with a smile... but....
sadly... she never looked.... like I was nothing... like I was a wall or something...
Like.... I was never.... there.........
When I look back to the times... where there I lie with her.... sitting next to her...
talking to the phone like we were adults.... Talking about something that will happen to us... like for instants,period...
I laugh at the memories that we ones share... I wonder if she still remembers it too...
The memories that we made... but on the other hand,atleast this one still has her good side...a little tinsy winsy tiny bit.

The other old bff... rapidly changed.. for me....... into a monster...no, a devil... she was an angel.. a dear sweet angel... but now..... a devil! only god knows if she will ever change...
I pray to god that she will change... change into a better person..... no.. a more better person than she ones were... the one, that people could rely on... the one...that could help and understand others....

What I have written is not for my own pleasure.... or my own satisfaction.... what I have written is what my humble heart is trying to confess.. for all this time... and lastly... The only last words I would like to say in this post is.. I love them... and I know they are still there... Seeking to go out... Love you BFFFFFFFFs

Fanatic Boys over flower

I juz want 2 tell u dat...

From now on...

aku fanatic boys over flower..

bru ja kmarin aku abis tingu drama yg bez gla ne!!

SYOK ABIZ!!!!

ne gmbr contoh cta dya...

soe kici..

lek2.. ada lae..

ARGGGHHH!!!!

hensemnya dorang!!!!!!

I LOVE F4!!!!!

MUAH3!!!!

I want 2 put pics la...

I

I took diz pic kn..

insyd a toilet in airasia airport..

de tnds kn....sooo bright yellow oh..

skit mta ak...

Diz gmbr I edit..

not smart la..

Im really not good at editting pics...

wanna cri a tkng edit gmbr oo..

If interested...

please commnt or sms me..

hohoho..

:3

hellow

Hello every body......

Lng tym no open diz thing...

From this day onwards..

I want to speaking la on diz blog..

Hohoho..

Bilingual la...

sooo...

I want 2 ask u smtng...

Do u guyz think..a gurl can play CS??

Please do tell me...

I really3 wanna know...

:3

huHuhU.. = (

Oo No!!!

Esk skulllaaarrr!!!!

huhuhUhu!

my Tyms of FreeDom r Gone!!!

SdiHnya!!

=[

but...

s'okay...

I have Pmr

Wat have I done...

I am such an idiot!
A HUGE idiot!!!
ugh!
I made a mistake man!
Bye~

SoRry...

uMmm...
rSa2nya kn.......
Lma lae bru nE bLog SmaT owh...
SorRy!!!!!

anD...
aku taw la yg
bloG ne nDa HappeNinG..
Tp aKu aKan CuBa sDaya uPaya
Utk KaC sMat...

And oSSo...SiLa tnJuk aJar...
=)

Hahaha...=D

Hye guyZzzZ...
Aku ada Blog sDa!!!!
Hajar ada d sblah aku.....
Hajar yg ajar aku wat bnda ne.....
YAY!
aku kili sda....
hahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!