how are you all for these past few months?
How was your holiday? was it nice? was it.. super?
or was it boring and irritating and.... lame?
mine? you ask? (or not)
to put it bluntly.. it's great! not very boring.. not so amazing at the same time..
well.. I think I got over my craziness for MJ~! yay me~~
I thought that maybe since I am in form 4 now..
I should take studying in a whole completely different way since I used too.. you know...
I was a lazy kid.. homework? blueerrgghh!! study?? ngeeehhh!!
mangas? oohhh yeeaahh~~ sleep?? the one and only thing I always did..
but since I got my PMR result.. well.. let's say...
my eyes opened wide.. and... well.. tears fell.. but.. there's no use crying over spilt milk right? so that's why I have a new motto! "to do my best and finish all my work!"
*sigh~~~* I was such a lazy bum.. I hope I can change that... the level in form 4 now is.. like tripled from form 3.. "damn!" is all I can say.. well.. but I'm quite pissed off though.. about the whole "system" in my school that is.. the system where we (the students) are put into classes based on our results.. *sigh* there are students whom had bad results and.. well.. they intend to change it! they intend to do they're best and this time,they'll work like hell!
but well you see... in the age of adolescence when the age is between adult and kid or "teen" sometimes they have to make they're own decision by themselves.. they're old enough to think from good and bad right? but sometimes.. parents.. *sigh* they just.. *sigh* it's hard for a child to fight a parent's word.. but sometimes those bad children exist too.. we all know that.. but there is no such thing as "no good in a bad child" I believe a person can change.. they can.. not change. "change" change as in.. from bad to good and stuff..? we learn from all our mistakes.. =D
damn.. this post is getting boring.. guess i'll stop here for now.. I'll continue when I have the time..
